In the end it's Him and I

Not planned, not expected.
Right time, right place.
Not confusing, not uncomfortable.
Just fun.
I forgot my loneliness and just felt happy.

Don´t let me go, take me the long way.
Wish the night was longer, don't let it be tomorrow.

No calls, no texts.

A night to remember and smile every time.
Never to forget, will he...?

Change

I´m a person that needs constant change.

As simple as changing the way my room looks, or chop my long hair, even dye it (never done it, planing to). Or as big as going to a new country and start from "0".

When I travel I change a little, grow a little. I experience more, learn more.

My lovely parents taught me that it's okay to go away from home. Go far away as much as you can. That I did, and always returned home. That's why, when I stayed in one place for too long, I start to make little changes in the way I live.

Change gives you new perspective.
When you can't solve a problem, change the way you looking at it, and maybe the answer will be right there.

;)

New Experiences

They come once in a while,

whether you look for them, or they found you.

Right when you least expect it.

Then, it only depends on you  to take it or not.

But if you don't you could end up with the thought "what if?"

Don't get me wrong, sometimes we're not ready and that's okay

the time will come.

When a new experience starts,

you don't know what to do, how to feel, what to say

you can only go with the flow, Enjoy it.

Live with no regrets

bad and good decisions makes you YOU

unique

Life will never give you something you can't handle 

Be Brave,  Be Strong, 

Take a leap of faith

Learn and become the better self you're supposed to be.

Empty and Full

I have this feeling on my chest,

can't explained well,

my heart is going to explode,

I can't get it out.

It's driving me crazy

It comes to me at night,

alone in bed.

Something is missing,

I don't know what

I do,

someone

All this love in my heart,

and no one to share it with. 

I need to cry,

a tear drop with a love reflection on my face.

I need to Feel.

 I'm empty and full of love at the same time.

Can't feel it,

can't show it,

can't handle it anymore

It all started with a movie topic.

Movies are great, they're awesome, they take you to places you never imagine. It's kind of like a book, but shorter. I'm not gonna discuss what's better, it is up to you. Personally I'm a crappy reader, I never end a book but I love stories and learning new things.

BACK TO THE MOVIES. They're are many types of movies and every one of them it's good in its own way. Conclution A good movie it's a good movie, or great or awesome. 

Lately I've been watching too many romantic, drama movies that make me cry. I really get into the movies, I'll be that one friend that jumps, screams or even feel more than the actual character. 

This got me thinking, Why do I/we (who ever share this feeling) love movies that we know (cause we know) are going to make us cry? 

Emotions, that's it.

W put ourselfs into the character position and we can feel and even think like her/him/it, sometimes that movie has nothing to do with our life. The movie can be about a dog and I have a fish, the movie will remind me of my fish and how much I love my sister that I don't have. You get the point.

Within love comes pain, and "it demands to be felt". Maybe that's why we watch this painful yet full of love and happiness movies. To feel something. Sometime we need something to remind us to feel. Cause that's what we do as humans we FEEL. 

Good Night.

Smile :)

ps. I'm a crappy writer too.

Love.... WHY?

The one thing that make us crazy and act without thinking.

WHY???

So as humans we have the need to love and love others, cause that's what we do since always. There are many types of Love, we have family Love, friendship and let's not forget about the romantic Love. The kind of Love that makes that person so special and important, the one that makes us smile and we always going to get exited to see him/her.

"Where there is Love, there's life"- Gandhi              Why?

Could love be what makes life have sense? Are we supposed to seek for it?, or is it always been there? are we too blind? but we don't know when, where or how are we supposed to found it? or we just wait?

People say that when you stop trying too hard and let things be, they will happened. Is it wrong that I try not to try too hard??

I'm sure of something Love is confusing but then it will be clear as water.

Things start with a crush " a burning desire to be with someone who you find very attractive and extremely special" says Urban Dictionary. I hate this. It could happened with someone you  don't even know, someone you see every day but you never have the guts to talk to, too shy for that, and you are left with the "what if?" -.-  your mind stars to over think too many stuff and you get really exited but don't want to be led down.

Or you talk to him/her or he/she talks to you (better that way) and the crush could be reciprocal best case scenarios; worst case, it's not reciprocal and you get over it really quick. at the end it was just a crush.

A crush can just last 4 months, if more it means more than just a crush...

I get crushes All The Time, I don't know what to do. Every attractive guy I see, and when I see the same one more than once I get really exited. 

That's where I'm going to leave this topic. First it's what I'm going through and second this blog got a little too long.

Remember to Smile :)