Change

I´m a person that needs constant change.

As simple as changing the way my room looks, or chop my long hair, even dye it (never done it, planing to). Or as big as going to a new country and start from "0".

When I travel I change a little, grow a little. I experience more, learn more.

My lovely parents taught me that it's okay to go away from home. Go far away as much as you can. That I did, and always returned home. That's why, when I stayed in one place for too long, I start to make little changes in the way I live.

Change gives you new perspective.
When you can't solve a problem, change the way you looking at it, and maybe the answer will be right there.

;)

Can't get him out of my head

Once again it's past midnight, I'm really tired, and somehow when I put my head on the pillow my brain decides to wonder about everything.

It's no surprise I have a new crush that I can't stop thinking about. 

Five months have past since I met him, I should be over him already. It started with a simple hello, that got me all crazy about him. After that i didn't see him for a month and thought that I had forgotten about him. 

Then it hits you!! you start seeing him everywhere you go. Tried to act "cool" but he doesn't even notice my existence. And of course all the feelings come back. 

Suddenly I get angry at him and decided that "I don't like him". 

Next week he WAVES at me, like "hey" I smiled and "heeey" back. Every time I saw him I would just wave. 

But the universe loves to play with me. Right when I thought I stopped been shy with him, we stop bumping into each other. 

That got me here, writing out to the Internet my feelings. Only with the hope to get them out of my chest.