Can't get him out of my head

Once again it's past midnight, I'm really tired, and somehow when I put my head on the pillow my brain decides to wonder about everything.

It's no surprise I have a new crush that I can't stop thinking about. 

Five months have past since I met him, I should be over him already. It started with a simple hello, that got me all crazy about him. After that i didn't see him for a month and thought that I had forgotten about him. 

Then it hits you!! you start seeing him everywhere you go. Tried to act "cool" but he doesn't even notice my existence. And of course all the feelings come back. 

Suddenly I get angry at him and decided that "I don't like him". 

Next week he WAVES at me, like "hey" I smiled and "heeey" back. Every time I saw him I would just wave. 

But the universe loves to play with me. Right when I thought I stopped been shy with him, we stop bumping into each other. 

That got me here, writing out to the Internet my feelings. Only with the hope to get them out of my chest. 

Of course He's not texting back

This weekend I made out with a guy that I really really like.

I actually met him the same day, but still I really really like this guy.

I don't really make out with every guy I meet. So maybe that's why it felt so good, I couldn't leave him, it was just him and I. dancing, kissing...

Got his number, but he just replay once, but I still hope he does.
I'm not writing again, don't wanna look desperate.

He's a guy, they don't care, they don't wanna talk  to you. They just want to make out with you and then tell their friends feeling like champs.

Love hasn't knock my door in a long time (years), that's why I get so excited. My heart just wants to pop out!
Be realistic, you'll never see him again, in a week I'll be over him....
Hope he writes back <3