Stand by Plan

Make a plan, not to follow;
but to have a guide, a route to take.
Have an ambition you can hold on to,
something that takes you in the right direction, the one you wanna go.

I´m in stand by,
I´m frozen.
I can´t follow any way to nowhere

Had a plan, step by step.
something I could trust, and felt confident about.
Now there´s no progress and that feeling is lost.

Everyone else is doing something.
getting ahead of the game,
I´m just here, playing pass on every turn,

I know where I wanna go,
I know what to do and how.
For now I´ll just pass, I´m in stand by.

Can't get him out of my head

Once again it's past midnight, I'm really tired, and somehow when I put my head on the pillow my brain decides to wonder about everything.

It's no surprise I have a new crush that I can't stop thinking about. 

Five months have past since I met him, I should be over him already. It started with a simple hello, that got me all crazy about him. After that i didn't see him for a month and thought that I had forgotten about him. 

Then it hits you!! you start seeing him everywhere you go. Tried to act "cool" but he doesn't even notice my existence. And of course all the feelings come back. 

Suddenly I get angry at him and decided that "I don't like him". 

Next week he WAVES at me, like "hey" I smiled and "heeey" back. Every time I saw him I would just wave. 

But the universe loves to play with me. Right when I thought I stopped been shy with him, we stop bumping into each other. 

That got me here, writing out to the Internet my feelings. Only with the hope to get them out of my chest.