Perdóname

Lo encontré, aquel con quien no me canso de hablar,

aquel que me quiere y haría lo que fuese por mi.

Por destino, un click y un porqué no?,

me atreví, me lanzé y nadé.

No sabía para donde iba, pero me negaba a parar, era feliz.

Tu y yo juntos tiene sentido más que cualquier cosa. Tu y yo lejos son circunstancias de la vida. 

La vida no color rosa. Distancia y tiempo me golpean cada vez más. Ponen duda tras duda en mi cabeza. 

Por mi parte una nueva ciudad y gente con nuevas historias que compartir. Uno que otro corazón roto en el camino.

Aquel sigue aquí en mi mano y corazón. Aunque se aproxima el reencuentro. Me siento cada vez más lejos.

Tengo miedo. De que no ser quien creias. De lastimarte. De fallarte. Que me odies y no quieras volverme a ver.

Quiero que sepas que me importas mucho y si alguna vez te hice daño no fue por ti, fui yo.  

No es sencillo de explicar. No quiero poner excusas. Si no te conté fue por no dañarte y perderte tan pronto. Tú vales el sufrimiento, yo no. 

Si te cuento puede que jamas vuelvas a confiar en mi. Si jamas te cuento viviré con un nudo en la garganta.

Perdóname. 

In the end it's Him and I

Not planned, not expected.
Right time, right place.
Not confusing, not uncomfortable.
Just fun.
I forgot my loneliness and just felt happy.

Don´t let me go, take me the long way.
Wish the night was longer, don't let it be tomorrow.

No calls, no texts.

A night to remember and smile every time.
Never to forget, will he...?

Not a traveler

    For my whole I've had this desire and curiosity to go away from home, to learn and experience as much as I can.

   What if I wasn´t like that, what if i didn´t want to go different places. The world had to be another.

    Lets say the world was full of travelers, everyone wants to study outside their country and work all around the world. Maybe meet the love of their life, and settle in country of their desire. Flying would be cheap and people would have so many friends and family around the world, that you would not even need a hotel. This would be normal, everyone's reality. Towns full with foreign families, speaking different languages at home, work or just the shop next door. This world would be so globalize in food, manners, languages, no barriers would exist. IN A WORLD LIKE THIS, I WOULD NOT BE A TRAVELER.

    For me the excitement about going places I've never been before, places I only know by history class, movies or pictures on the Internet; it's taking a chance, an opportunity, making my own way, not what I'm suppoust to be or do. Doing something that is going to change my life. 

    If I grew up traveling since I was born, and then again, and again I would dare to stay. To stay in the place I was born, and learn everything I can about it, cause everyone there doesn't care their heads would always be planning the next trip. Rescue my roots. I could even fall in love with the boy next door, have a family and stay. Staying would be the adventure. 

My heart belongs to my curiosity of the unknown, 

Stand by Plan

Make a plan, not to follow;
but to have a guide, a route to take.
Have an ambition you can hold on to,
something that takes you in the right direction, the one you wanna go.

I´m in stand by,
I´m frozen.
I can´t follow any way to nowhere

Had a plan, step by step.
something I could trust, and felt confident about.
Now there´s no progress and that feeling is lost.

Everyone else is doing something.
getting ahead of the game,
I´m just here, playing pass on every turn,

I know where I wanna go,
I know what to do and how.
For now I´ll just pass, I´m in stand by.

Change

I´m a person that needs constant change.

As simple as changing the way my room looks, or chop my long hair, even dye it (never done it, planing to). Or as big as going to a new country and start from "0".

When I travel I change a little, grow a little. I experience more, learn more.

My lovely parents taught me that it's okay to go away from home. Go far away as much as you can. That I did, and always returned home. That's why, when I stayed in one place for too long, I start to make little changes in the way I live.

Change gives you new perspective.
When you can't solve a problem, change the way you looking at it, and maybe the answer will be right there.

;)

Can't get him out of my head

Once again it's past midnight, I'm really tired, and somehow when I put my head on the pillow my brain decides to wonder about everything.

It's no surprise I have a new crush that I can't stop thinking about. 

Five months have past since I met him, I should be over him already. It started with a simple hello, that got me all crazy about him. After that i didn't see him for a month and thought that I had forgotten about him. 

Then it hits you!! you start seeing him everywhere you go. Tried to act "cool" but he doesn't even notice my existence. And of course all the feelings come back. 

Suddenly I get angry at him and decided that "I don't like him". 

Next week he WAVES at me, like "hey" I smiled and "heeey" back. Every time I saw him I would just wave. 

But the universe loves to play with me. Right when I thought I stopped been shy with him, we stop bumping into each other. 

That got me here, writing out to the Internet my feelings. Only with the hope to get them out of my chest. 

New Experiences

They come once in a while,

whether you look for them, or they found you.

Right when you least expect it.

Then, it only depends on you  to take it or not.

But if you don't you could end up with the thought "what if?"

Don't get me wrong, sometimes we're not ready and that's okay

the time will come.

When a new experience starts,

you don't know what to do, how to feel, what to say

you can only go with the flow, Enjoy it.

Live with no regrets

bad and good decisions makes you YOU

unique

Life will never give you something you can't handle 

Be Brave,  Be Strong, 

Take a leap of faith

Learn and become the better self you're supposed to be.